Here is my love and anger,
These are my gods, these are my scars.
Here is my love and anger,
My arms are burning, but they're open wide.
– The Indigo Girls
It is true that I am sometimes angry. And instantly objections abound… how is such anger worthwhile? Is anger not detrimental to the causes I am pursuing? Anger does little to enact reconciliation, anger does little to spark apathetic hearts to repentance.
Of course suggesting that I should not be angry only reveals how apathetic people are. When you begin to live a life of radical compassion then you will have gained a position to speak about anger. Until then I'm not sure that you know what you're talking about.
You see, my friends are dying. And not by tragedies that can't be prevented. My friends are being killed. They are children dying because they are surrounded by people who are incapable of feeling anything strongly — except selfishness.
And my friends are being raped quite regularly. By johns, by cops, by friends, by fathers. My friends are being raped.
And my friends are being tortured. They are girls who have cigarettes put out on their thighs. They are boys who's abdomens are covered with stab wounds. They are prostitutes getting their toes cut off for running away.
And I am here with them. I am here loving them, knowing that they don't have to die, don't have to be raped, don't have to be tortured. But knowing that they are essentially hopeless because those who should be committed to journeying with them have abandoned them. And so I can only cry with them. I can love them as they die.
And I shouldn't be angry? I wonder how you would feel if your daughters were raped. What would you know of anger when your loved ones are beaten to death? When your loved ones are tortured? When your loved ones are driven to “sucking cock for rock”?
No. Do not take this anger from me. This anger is an element of prophetic mourning, which in turn is a part of participating in the broken heart of God. There is a place for anger. We cannot dismiss it a priori.
I only ask that you learn to love me enough to allow me moments to express my broken-heartedness with angry words. If you loved me enough you would allow me the space to do that.
You see the thing is that, even in the midst of anger, I do not speak against individual people. I curse systems of oppression, systems of wealth, and perverted Christianity, I curse the idols of our times — I do not curse individual people. I do not name names. People should not take offence to such curses.
Yet they do. I can only conclude that this is because they have worshiped the idols of our times and as a result they have been formed in the image of the idols. The Bible teaches clearly that we become like that which we worship. In that case to curse the idols also ends up cursing the person who is the image of the idols.
I am mourning. I am mourning the murder, the rape, the torture of my friends. I am mourning the fact that my friends are essentially hopeless. I am mourning the fact that Christians have been worshiping idols instead of worshiping the living God. I am mourning the fact that they are forsaken and I can only suffer with them, I cannot bring an exodus — because the people of God will not allow such a thing. And so I mourn. And I curse. And I weep. And I love.
Take away my anger and you take away my empathy — while revealing your own inability to journey in intimacy with others as you embrace something far more comfortable. The idols, after all, are predictable. They're safe. They're not full of surprises. They may not be great at loving us but they're always there for us.
However, the God who weeps, and curses, and loves, is not so safe. Not so comfortable. Not so predictable. And we may also discover that, by abandoning the oppressed, this God is not always there for us.
In which case we already are fucked.
Hey, Jesus, it's me. I don't usually talk to you but my baby's gonna leave me, and there's something you must do. I am not your faithful servant, I hang around sometimes with a bunch of your black sheep, but if you make my baby stay, I'll make it up to you and that's a promise i will keep.
Hey, Jesus, it's me. I'm the one who talked to you yesterday and I asked you please, please for a favor but my baby's gone away, went away anyway and I don't really think it's fair. You've got the power to make us all believe in you and then we call you in our despair, and you don't come through.
Hey, Jesus, it's me, I'm sorry. I don't remember all I said, I had a few, no, too many and they went straight to my head. Made me feel like I could argue with god but you know, it's easy for you. You got friends all over the world, you had the whole world waiting for your birth but now I ain't got nobody, I don't know what my life's worth.
I'm not gonna call on you anymore. I'm sure you've got a million things to do. All I was trying to do was to get through to you. Get through to you because when I die and I get up to your doors I don't even know if you're gonna let me in the place. How come I gotta die to get a chance to talk to you face to face?
– The Indigo Girls
Oh, you lift me through my love and anger,
You see now, these are my gods, these are your scars.
Lift me through my love and anger,
Oh, when my arms are burning, and they're open wide.
– The Indigo Girls
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The Prophetic Cry of Forsakenness
Well I'm betting Abe is the only one who actually reads this all the way through. I love you Abe!
The Prophetic Cry of Forsakenness: Theological Reflections on Isaiah 63.7-64.12
Introduction
Harold Kushner, in his now famous book about suffering, concluded that, although God is sovereign and loving, there are tragedies that God cannot prevent. Some things are beyond even God's power. Instead of viewing tragedies as preventable, instead of holding God responsible, the people of God must “learn to love and forgive [God] despite his limitations.” God does not cause calamities to happen. God does not wish us harm. All God can do is journey with us and give us the strength to overcome.
Although Kushner writes as a Jewish Rabbi many Christians adopt a similar attitude. God, it is said, is a God of love. He will never leave us nor forsake us. Yes, there are times of calamity, but God is not the cause of such tragedies, nor does God abandon us in the midst of those tragedies. In the midst of every disaster Christians claim that they can still be certain that God is with them. Above all else Christians cling to the promise in Hebrews that God will never leave nor forsake his people.
As comfortable as such theologies may be, they present a deceivingly one-sided view of Scripture. The words of Isaiah 63.7-64.12 violently contradict Kushner's words. Over against the type of comfort offered by false prophets who proclaim, “peace, peace,” when there is no peace, the prophet of God cries out in pain, in uncertainty, and in forsakenness. No, the prophet says, God is not with us. God has abandoned us. And shall we be saved? Such comfortable theologies also reflect an unwillingness to truly deal with the present experience of suffering. Kushner's theology is a reflection of a contemporary propensity to live in denial, pretending that nothing is wrong. Kushner theologises people out of their historical existence. As Jacques Ellul says, “We are skilled at camouflaging our bondage by calling it freedom or by describing some counterfeit as freedom.” To this it may be added that we have become skilled at hiding forsakenness by calling it companionship, or offering some counterfeit as intimacy with God.
To be able to speak into suffering the people of God must be willing to take seriously such passages as Isaiah 63.7-64.12. Such laments cannot be excluded from the canon of Scripture that informs and shapes Christian living. This passage reveals an affirmation of, and prophetic participation in, the cry of forsakenness. This affirmation and participation is based upon a radical remembering and a radical hoping that are both rooted in the character of God.
Prophetic Remembering and Forsakenness
Isaiah 63.7-14 begins the lament by speaking to God about God. The passage speaks of God's love, and covenant faithfulness, as it has been revealed over the course of Israel's history and especially in the exodus event. God is continually described as the one who personally delivers his people. God is reminded of the way in which he created Israel as a people, the way in which he brought them out of Egypt, through the Red Sea, and through the wilderness to a place of rest.
This act of remembering is devastating in light of the context from which the prophet is writing. For, as the prophet describes throughout the remainder of the passage, currently it seems that God is neither, loving, merciful, or active. Instead of tearing the heavens and coming down, causing the mountains to shake (as happened at Sinai), it seems that God remains aloof and distant from his people. As a result the hearts of the people have been hardened and the sanctuary of God has been destroyed. The people are withering away, Zion is a wilderness, Jerusalem is desolate, and the Temple has become a ruin burned by fire. This remembering causes the prophet to conclude that God must have forsaken his people. The God who had previously acted so powerfully on behalf of his people has stopped acting on their behalf. Therefore, the first result of prophetic remembering is an affirmation of the present state of forsakenness. The people's separation from the Lord is experienced as a separation from the past. What is being experienced now does not make sense in light of the way in which God has revealed himself before. Over against those who would argue that God is always there the prophet says, no, God has forsaken us. In the language of forsakenness the prophet is able to find a symbol that adequately portrays the horror that has produced numbness and mass denial in the people. By speaking with such passionate grief, by mourning the prophet radically confronts those who have become numb to the situation and those who seek to deny that anything is wrong.
However, while this remembering affirms forsakenness it also directly challenges it. By remembering how God has acted the prophet challenges God, asking if he has changed or decided to be false to his people. Has God forgotten the glory of his name? The plight of his people makes it seem like he is no ruler at all. In this act of remembering the prophet grabs hold of God and refuses to let go. In the present experience of forsakenness the only thing the prophet has is the memories of God and so the prophets holds fast to them. The one remembering gives the Lord no rest until he fulfils at that has been promised. By remembering the prophet calls God to act as the true God, and not as the idols. Over against the idols that are deaf, dumb, and helpless, the prophet calls God to see, to hear, and to act. Remembering argues that the God who is silent is no God at all, it says to God, “I summon you not to be an idol, not to act like a false god, since I know you are God, I summon you to speak.” By asking God to change his mind, the prophet is essentially asking God to repent of the way that he is acting. And he is not just asking, the verb form used in 63.17 is the imperative. By remembering the prophet is calling God to “Return! Turn! Repent!” This is faith that will not let God go. By recognising that the root of the current tragedy is the experience of godforsakenness the prophet also recognises that there is no human way to escape this tragedy. Nowhere in this passage does the reader find a suggestion that there is anything that the people can do in order to restore fellowship with God. What the people need is for God to return to them. The cry of forsakenness is an affirmation of the people's helplessness and a recognition of their absolute dependence upon God. As such it is an act of worship. To cry out in forsakenness is not to slander God, or profess faithlessness, rather it is a profound act of worship in the midst of a truly terrible situation. It affirms that God, and only God, is the one who is capable of breaking into history and enacting salvation.
This worship is a form of confession. The cry of forsakenness is also a cry that recognises the sins of the people. God has changed because his Spirit has been grieved. The people have wounded the holiness of God and, because of this, things cannot remain as they have been. God, who was once their friend, has now become their enemy. God's silence is rooted in the fact that God has been rejected by his people. As a result of the people's sin and God's silence, God has hardened the hearts of his people. God showed the way that would bring blessing and the people rejected it. Even after judgement was enacted the people continued in their sin. Their sinfulness was found in the fact that God's people did not call on him for help in the time of their need, or seek him in their times of crisis. The people were not interested in the Lord, they neglected him as an object of worship and a source of strength, and so the Lord hid his face from them.
However, by engaging in this confessional worship and crying out to God the prophet is calling out in a time of need, and seeking God in a time of crisis. The prophet's cry of forsakenness is a form of true worship and a desperate acknowledgement of God as the only source of strength for his people. Because God has hardened the hearts of the people only he can once again restore them. If God did not act because he was forgotten the prophetic cry of forsakenness is a genuine act of repentance, a genuine act of turning back to God. Thus the prophet's final question is, after all this — after this confession, acknowledgement, exposition and repentance — will God still withhold love?
However, the final question remains unanswered. The prophetic experience of forsakenness is also accompanied by a genuine experience of uncertainty. Although the prophet remembers what God has done, the genuine nature of present abandonment creates uncertainty about the future. To join in the cry of forsakenness is to also participate in a lack of knowing what exactly the future holds. In forsakenness the prophet can no longer cling to assurances or hasty confidences. This is a grief that cannot to quickly offer or embrace any words of comfort. The uncertainty of the prophet reveals that the forsakenness experienced is genuine. Cries of forsakenness that do not contain this element are mockeries or shams erected by false prophets and hollow sympathisers.
Prophetic Hope and Forsakenness
Despite the uncertainty that accompanies forsakenness, the prophet does not cry out because of hopelessness. Rather, the cry of forsakenness is one that is thoroughly grounded in hope. It is grounded in hope because remembering is a hopeful act. As the Jewish proverb says, we read the Torah because it is our future we are remembering. Remembering is grounded in hope because it recalls the intimate relationship God has with his people. God is their Father, and their Creator. Because there are his children, they can cry to be brought home, and hope to be heard, despite their sinfulness.
It is hope that dares to challenge God. It is hope that engages in the blasphemous activity of rejecting God's decision to be silent. The protest raised is raised not because God has revealed himself to be a false source of hope, but because God is the root of all hope. Hope is not living peacefully in the midst of tragedy, it is not sitting calmly waiting for everything to change and get better. Rather it is and indictment of God in the name of the Word of God. Therefore, the cry of forsakenness is exactly the opposite of resignation. To claim that one is abandoned is not to resign oneself to abandonment; rather it is to name the abandonment for what it is, in hope that this will bring change. Hope refuses to say simply yes or no to abandonment. To simply say yes is to resign oneself to it. To simply say no is to deny the situation altogether. Therefore, hope says yes and no, recognising the current state of affairs, confessing sins, and clinging to the transforming power of God's promises.
It is hope that allows the prophet to recognise that all human attempts to overcome the tragedy are bound to fail. Hope enables the prophet to find true strength in waiting for the Lord. Therefore, hope is essentially an attitude of worship. Hope enables the prophet to confess in light of the past mercies of the Lord. It is what sustains the prophet in the uncertainty of abandonment. Although the prophet has no sure or certain knowledge of the outcome s/he is able to remain in the place of forsakenness because s/he hopes that God will hear and come down from heaven.
Therefore, just as the cry of forsakenness moves the people to mourn what they have lost, also allows them to hope for a new beginning. Certainly such hope is fragile, painful, and desperate, yet it cannot be denied.
The Prophetic Movement into Forsakenness
As Isaiah shows in 63.9 God is a God who suffers the pains of his people. When the people are afflicted, God is also afflicted. When Israel goes into exile, the Shekinah also departs from the Temple and goes into exile. Israel suffers forsakenness, but God suffers this forsakenness as well. Nowhere is this made more clear than in the person of Jesus. It is Jesus who provides the fullest example of one who has been forsaken by God. On the cross he cries, “My God, My God, why have you forsaken me?” Jesus, as the Word made flesh, chose to align himself with a people who had rebelled against God and take their forsakenness onto himself in order to bring the people out of forsakenness.
Therefore, the experience of abandonment becomes one of the birthmarks of the church. The Church, as the people of God, becomes the fellowship of the abandoned around the Abandoned One. As such, the people of God should not attempt to avoid abandonment but should rather follow in the footsteps of Jesus and the prophets and move into the forsakenness of others. The people of God should be those who journey alongside of the least of these, the crucified ones of today, in order to direct their cry of abandonment to the covenant God of creation. Instead seeking to create a painless world, or a world free from evil Christians are called to follow the footsteps of Jesus and draw the pain of the world onto themselves.
There is a noted “we-they” dichotomy in Isaiah 63.7-64.12. The “we” seem to be the faithful few, represented by the prophet, over against the faithless “they.” Yet the prophet chooses to accept the consequences of the larger group. The prophet identifies with, and refuses to be divorced from, the bigger picture. Personal faithfulness is insufficient in light of the faithlessness of the group as a whole. The personal experiences of a few do not change the fact that the many have been abandoned. Therefore, Christians need to recognise that they are essentially members of societies (and perhaps of churches!) that currently suffer godforsakenness. They must choose to embrace this godforsakenness and journey in it with others. They cannot embrace comfortable theologies that prevent Scripture from only one perspective. Such views only reflect their own hardness of heart and further the experience of forsakenness. In the end it is only those who suffer with and even for others in abandonment, that are God's witnesses, and his light to the nations.
This is not simply endorsing suffering but it is choosing to “suffer against suffering.” However, as a genuine move into forsakenness this is also a move into uncertainty. Such a move cannot be co-opted by the churches contemporary slant towards overly pragmatic strategies. Instead it must be understood not as “sacrifice on behalf of a cause that one wants to bring to success,” but rather as, “love for nothing, faith for nothing, service for nothing.”
However, this is a hopeful activity — especially in light of the Christ-event. In light of Jesus' crucifixion Christians are able to hope that their forsakenness will be the means by which God's salvation breaks into the world. They bear forsakenness with the hope of bearing it away. With this hope they simply refuse to cease suffering until God returns. By affirming the experience of forsakenness, by entering into the forsakenness of others while remembering who God has been and hoping for who God will be, Christians are able to strengthen those we would otherwise be overcome. It is through suffering with others that the feeble hands are strengthened. It is through crying out with others that knees are steadied. It is through being abandoned with others that the fearful hearts receive the comfort that the need to be able to hold on until God does return bringing salvation.
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On Another Note…
I think I could make a lot of cash marketing a bracelet that says:
WTFWJD?
Living the Eucharist
It is the Eucharist that explicitly reveals how antithetical Christianity is to a consumer culture. Christ, consumed in the Eucharist, is the model for those who would follow him. Christians are called to be consumed, not to consume.
On Having All The Answers
Who is among you that fears the LORD, that obeys the voice of his servant, that walks in darkness and has no light? Let him trust in the name of the LORD and rely on his God.
Behold, all you who kindle a fire, who encircle yourselves with firebrands, walk in the flame of your fire and among the brands you have set ablaze. This you will have from my hand: you will lie down in torment.
– Isaiah 50.10-11
It is the servant who walks in darkness. It is the servant who does not know where he goes or why. He only knows that he is walking in obedience and relying on his God. It is those who claim to see, those who claim to have a light, that are consumed in the very fire they have created. Those who have ears to hear let them hear.
I am weary of Christians who speak of faith and yet have never stepped into the unknown. Don't tell me you have faith if you have never done so. Tell me that you hope you have faith – for until you undergo such an experience, how can you know? Of course, my question for you is, how is it that you have professed faith for so long and yet have never stepped into the unknown?
I wish Christians would remember these verse before they even think of speaking to those who are suffering. Suffering is so often the experience of that great unknown. Suffering plunges is into that impenetrable darkness. And Christians dare, they fucking dare, to say to those in that darkness, “Oh, well, God is teaching you something through this.” How can they dare to say that? They have become those who are burning themselves and others in the very fire they claim to see by. That answer isn't an answer given to comfort the person who is suffering. It is an answer given to comfort the person speaking. It's defiling. Basically, they can't live in the pain that the other is experiencing and so they provide an answer that comforts themselves – at the expense of the other's suffering.
A professor of mine tells a story of a friend of his (another professor) who lost a daughter in a drug overdose. This friend was teaching a class when the police arrived to say his daughter was found in a pile of garbage in the back of an alley. Some people (my professor not included) decided to tell the father that God was using the experience to teach him something. His reflection on this is profound,
“When these people had to choose between their comfortable theology and being my friend, they chose their comfortable theology.”
Needless to say, this man wants little to do with Christianity or God.
And I see it over and over again with the people that I love. I heard it over and over again when I was kicked out. I've known person after person whose story is like that professor's daughter.
Dear Christians, I will continue to love you and journey with you, even though you break my heart and destroy the people I love. But for today I'll voice a prophetic, “fuck you,” and spend some time mourning. Woe to those who counsel such things. You may find yourselves lying down in torment.
I always thought for sure that she'd be the one to get out of here and make a life for herself.
But we found her in the little league park (in the dugout it was cold in the dark), and no one knew why she wouldn't wake up.
I think she finally made it back home.
-Rancid
The Ethical Implications of Narratives: Why Abortion Debates (Mostly) Miss the Point
(This entry has also been posted at www.livejournal.com/community/abortiondebate.)
Whenever I spend any time observing debates such as this one I am always struck by the ways in which people of all parties only seem to entrench themselves further and further into their own positions.
The issue of abortion is essentially a moral and ethical issue. Such language may not be used explicitly but ethics undergird what is being said on all sides.
However, I think people on all sides fail to persuade because they fail to realise the ways in which narratives empower ethics. This failure of realisation occurs because, within contemporary society, most of us appropriate ethics that lack any formative or comprehensive narrative.
Let me provide an illustration of what I mean. Alasdair MacIntyre, Senior Research Professor of Philosophy at Notre Dame University, provides this example. Imagine, he says, a world that resolves to abolish natural science. Text books are burned, documents are destroyed, education systems are overhauled, and labs are shut down. However, after some time, the people of this world attempt to restore natural science. They salvage what fragments they can from the rubble, a few burnt pages here and there. Such people begin to use the language of natural science but terms will be used out of context. They will possess only the fragments of a conceptual scheme, parts which lack the context from which they derived significance.
Stanley Hauerwas, Chair of Theological Ethics at Duke University, argues that this is what has occurred (on all sides) in the moral realm in contemporary western culture. We possess a simulacra of morality, we continue to use many of the key expressions, but we have lost our comprehension, both theoretical and practical, of morality.
Thus, Hauerwas says, ethics should not be primarily concerned with statements such as “Thou shalt” or “Thou shalt not.” Its primary task is helping people to see the world from the perspective of a certain narrative.
This essential point is generally overlooked in debates about abortion. The first question of ethics is not “What am I to do?” but rather “Who am I to be?” Simply asking “What am I to do?” causes us to assume that moral situations can be abstracted from history. Indeed, the focus on particular quandaries (pregnancy that is the result of rape; pregnancy that threatens the life of the mother, etc.) reveals our current understanding of ourselves as a people without a history. Such an approach tempts us to view events as isolated situations and not as parts of a purposive narrative.
However, notions like “abortion” are not simply given; their meaning and intelligibility depend on a narrative construal. We can't start with a principle (“a fetus' right to life” or “a woman's right to bodily integrity”) and then deduce that abortion is wrong or right. Instead, we should first learn to dwell within a certain narrative and then operate imaginatively from there.
The problem is that people on all sides of this debate have not seriously considered the narratives that they embody. As MacIntyre says, people on all sides are only operating with fragments of a conceptual scheme. The first step in any abortion debate should, therefore, be to explicate the narratives that are being embodied. To base the debate upon situations abstracted from history, or upon abstract principles, to say, “In situation x, y, and z you should…” will always miss the point.
So to move the debate forward I would argue that the first step is to become aware of the narratives that we are indwelling. The second step is to articulate who we are trying to be. It is only after these steps have been taken that we can tentatively assert certain ethical conclusions in topics such as abortion. When this occurs perhaps debates about abortion will become more constructive than they are now.
On Ways of Knowing: Developing a Christian Epistemology
I am… the truth.
– Jesus, John 14.6
There are various ways of knowing, different means that I pursue to know certain things, and different forms that knowing takes once I begin to possess it.
When the truth of Christianity is reduced to a forceful objectivity, when the truth of Christianity is reduced to formulas, then such expressions of Christian truth will always miss the point.
This is especially true when it comes to a Christian knowledge of God and Jesus.
Christians should not (indeed, cannot) know God in the same way that they know mathematical formulas. Christian knowledge of God is not similar to the knowledge that 2+2=4. Christian knowledge of God is not static, it is relational. I do not know God like a formula, I know God in the same way that I know a person. This is true because God is not a theory that we can abstract, God is person-al, and we come to know God through relationship. Because such knowledge is relational it will always take place within a certain context, and that context will impact the way in which the relationship is expressed. However, this does not mean returning to a purely subjective knowledge of God. Rather, this means that Christian statements about God must be fully grounded within, and interpreted by, the biblical narrative – and the story of Jesus in particular. To say that, “God is love,” or “God is holy,” are meaningless statements without the context of relationship revealed by the biblical story and our own personal experience with God. Relational truth can never be divorced from the context in which it is revealed. The biblical history of God's relationship with the world acts as an interpretive lens for our understanding of the meaning of such statements.
Jesus makes this point explicitly when he says, “I am the truth.” Truth takes the form of a person, and can, therefore, only be understood relationally. That means that all Christian truth claims – ethical, theological or whatever – cannot be expressed or understand through formulas alone. Instead they are contextual expressions of a relationship that should be moving into an ever deeper intimacy. Christian knowledge is never purely informative, rather, as an outworking of a relationship, it is transformative.
Christian Idolatry
Within the disputations of Isaiah 40-55 YHWH is constantly engaged in a wisdom debate with Israel. Essentially, by appealing to his role as Creator, and therefore the maintainer and guide of history, YHWH is arguing that the way he has set for Israel is the best way. YHWH is defending his wisdom against Israel's protestations. Within the context of 40-55 it is likely that YHWH is saying that he chose Cyrus of Persia to act as the messiah to Israel, Cyrus would be the agent to bring them out of exile. But Israel rejected Cyrus, refusing to recognise that salvation could come from such a figure. As a result the return from exile is long delayed.
The essential problem is that Israel in exile, although no longer worshipping idols, is still idolatrous because she is treating YHWH like an idol. Israel refuses to trust YHWH's wisdom, refuses to recognise that YHWH would act in such new and unexpected ways, and thereby limits YHWH to acting like the idols. And, because they treat YHWH like an idol, they put their trust in the same things that those around them trust in. Therefore, when YHWH does act Israel refuses to recognise such actions as divine – and she only goes deeper into exile as a result.
It seems to me that this is also one of the fundamental problems facing our contemporary western church. Although churchgoers are not actively worshiping idols they are essentially treating Jesus as an idol, refusing to recognise the radical ways he breaks into history. Instead they choose to trust in other things – the financial security provided by a steady job, the illusory safety provided by a suburban neighbourhood, the future hope provided by RRSPs, and so on and so forth. While claiming to worship Jesus, very few people actually trust Jesus for anything significant in their day to day lives. And that means treating Jesus like just another idol. It also means that, for all the Christian talk about longing to see God break-in in radical new ways, most Christians aren't willing to recognise moments when God does – because, as a general rule, God breaks-in in ways that we don't want to call divine. God breaks-in in ways that requires us to transfer our trust to God's actions and agents, instead of the standard people and things that our culture trusts in. Simply put, many Christians don't really trust God's wisdom, and that makes it damn near impossible to follow Jesus.
Announcing the Forgiveness of Sins
Within Christian circles it is not uncommon to hear something that goes a little something like this:
Jesus taught us to love the sinner but hate the sin.
Now that expression has always put me off to a certain extent. To be blunt, I never saw that expression cause Christians to treat others more lovingly. There is too much arrogance involved in this statement, too much condescension. When people are viewed as sinners then hating the sin will inevitably lead to hating (or at least mistreating) the sinner.
Some more recent reflection has caused me to object to this statement on an even more fundamental level.
Jesus did not teach us to love the sinner but hate the sin.
What Jesus did do was announce the forgiveness of sins. And he did this be refusing to define people as sinners. Those that the religious leaders viewed as sinners were the ones Jesus openly embraced. These were the ones Jesus journeyed with and ate with (in contemporary western culture we miss how significant and intimate sharing table fellowship was in ancient near eastern culture). Jesus defines these people as Beloved and Forgiven.
Jesus taught us to love our neighbour.
So let's forget that tired expression, “love the sinner but hate the sin.” Instead, let's begin announcing (with word and deed) the forgiveness of sins.
<i>Jeremiah</i> 20.9
Just before pronouncing the tetelestai, Jesus' dying words in John's Gospel are these:
I thirst.
And I wonder…
I wonder if those who seek to follow in the footsteps of Jesus are bound to die thirsty. I wonder if they are bound to die unsatisfied, empty, panting with a thirst that goes unquenched.
In Matthew's Gospel Jesus dies crying,
My God, My God, why have you forsaken me?
And I wonder…
I wonder if those who seek to follow in the footsteps of Jesus are bound to die forsaken. I wonder if they will always be hoping for God to break in, for God to come and enact a radical transformation, a radical act of salvation – only to die abandoned by God.
Dying of thirst. Dying alone. It makes one think twice about following Jesus… and helps explain why so many twist following Jesus into something else.
Still there is this assurance:
Those who hunger and thirst shall be satisfied.
And forsakenness itself can be transformed into an experience of intimate love.
The way of glory is the way of the cross.
And those who would gain their lives must lose them first.